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A Date

...................with none other than my dearest YVONNE.

Thanks for paying for almost everything, food and arcade...
I felt like I ate non-stop since 4pm, guilty pleasure sia.  

I so hope that I could treat you back soon. Love ya!

THE LABYRINTH

TRAIN SCENE: Waacking (by Nicole Claire)

UNDERWORLD SCENE: Mannequin (by Badd)

No One

I hate the fact that 예준 is younger than me. He's a 1992 baby...OMG WHYYYYYYY!!!!

이기섭 & 일라이 are also younger than me even though they are 1991 babies. Worst still, 이기섭's birthday is on the 17th of Jan, which means he is 4 days younger than me. DON'T LIKE x100000000000000!!!

Thank you Jac, MK, Von, Liang, Fei, Pei, Jw & gf and everyone out there who came to support TPDE yesterday and on Friday as well! Appreciated :)

Thank you girlfriends for the flowers too! Btw, if you all realised I didn't mention your names at all, I'm referring to you GAYLE LIM, JESSICA CHOW AND MANDELENA KOH! LOL. WHERE'S OUR FLOWERS????? 

Finally I'm here..

Concert was a success.

Big thanks to Ryan, AnAn, Badd, Nicole Claire and all the other choreographers and dancers.

Also, thanks Jessica for always being there for me and putting up with my attitude. I love you!
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At times, it was really difficult, many tears and struggles. But yeah somehow I managed to survive. Really glad that TPDE made it and that concert is finally over.

I'm really affected about something. So affected that I can't get over it.

I really tried my best. I mean it. I never wanted something so much in my life. I have come so far to reach where I am now... The journey was full of ups and downs and now that I'm here, it didn't get any better.

I know I'm not good enough. I know that. But I really put in a lot of effort in hoping that I could give a good show. So why can't you just stop bringing me down?

It really hurts...

People like you will never understand...

TPDE GEM 5

Our first show today was pretty successful! Thank god our pink wigs didn't drop off while we were dancing...

TOMORROW WILL BE EVEN BETTER! :D

뱀파이어

I feel like an AB type, gloomy and boring. (but in actual fact I'm an O type, so I think this whole blood type & personality thingy is not that accurate...)

I really like Alexander, 기섭 and 수현's type.
I still love 일라이 but Alexander has the best personality! Can't wait for the next subbed episode!

Have been busy chionging GEMS. Another week to the actual concert.
Hopefully after GEMS I can get back on track and continue with my 한굴. I need to stop relying on subs!

FOR NOW, I must focus on GEMS training.
BE IN CHARACTER MELISSA LIM, KEEP WORKING ON IT!!! Fighting!!!


I know I suck, but I'm trying really hard....

12 more days...

B2ST Comeback stage FOR THE WIN.

I love their choreo and I think 현승 is an amazing dancer, I LIKE I LIKE I LIKE!

So sad I'm gonna miss Music bank and Invincible youth on Mon & Tues. I'm annoyed, cause I won't be at home for BOTH days and that I waited for the next epi for like 2 freaking weeks? Aish I'm still gonna miss it in the end so good game.

Self learning still sucks. 안아줘!!!

Jeremy Scott

I've always wanted a Jeremy Scott's since like 123456789 years ago!!!
Sadly I'm too poor to own one...

Ok, just being random...

R-E-A-L

아이고! 힘들어 죽겠다! Waiting is tiring...

I'm gonna be freaking busy from tomorrow onwards. I hope everything turns out well, be it work or dance.

미안합니다!!!
I have my own struggles.

It's time to really put my heart into this and make the best out of it.

Shock of the new era

장현승 & 이기광!!!

어떻게? 어떻게? 어떻게?

짜증나!!!

Please don't let it happen. I hate decision making.

Eli

I'm in love with Eli now.

And yesterday, I randomly chanced upon 2am & 2pm pre-debut documentary or some sort, and Jae Beom looks really cute in there. I think I miss him ):

2 days of self-learning kind of sucks. I can more or less read the words now but I still can't pronounce it properly or neither do I even know the meaning. I need to work extra harder. Hwaiting!

K la at least I was able to write man man ha ni in hangul without having to refer to any notes so that's quite an achievement.

Hangul

K first thing first, I've finally cleared all my debts!!!

Secondly, I'm so sad cause the discount period for the headphones are over. Almost got it yesterday but didn't, need to re-consider cause I'm not sure if I wanna spend hundred bucks on a pair of headphones when I could have gotten it at 89 in the first place? Aish so near yet so far? I SO FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF NOW. Totally hate myself for not getting it like last week? ): ): ): ): ):

Think I will check out other outlets tomorrow... Hopefully I can get it at 89.

So yeah exams are over and I can't wait to start working! The thing now is Pei's going MIA and I'm not sure if the lady boss still wants me. Argh...

Those days of brokeness were scary. Glad everything's over now. Gamsa Hamnida CNY and my brother for making me stable financially... I just needa get out there and work and save alot of money. God help me please?

YELLOW

This really sucks.

I CAN'T BELIEVE I HAVE TO STUDY WHEN IT'S CNY NOW.

Bummer, really. I would really love to join the girls at Jac's place later but there's just too many chapters to cover and I can't decide whether to go or not. ARGH BUT I REALLY WANNA GO. RAH Should I????????

OK RANDOMLY. I'm gonna get my yellow headphones soon soon soon! haha super happy cause the angpows made me slightly richer again! Not that rich la but at least the money in my bank counts more than ZERO after like one whole year of brokeness. This is something that I should be proud of!

Oh and of course, I'm gonna pay off my debts before next month starts so MANDE LISHAN YVONNE PEISHAN please anticipate! HAHA.

AND ANDREW PETER LOH, I WILL TREAT YOU TO SAKAE SUSHI SO PLEASE ANTICIPATE TOO.

Haha hopefully can get a part time job and manage my moolah even better. I DON'T WANT TO BE BROKE AGAIN. NEVER.

YELLOW HEADPHONES HERE I COME~~~^^

CNY

CNY feels just like any other day. The only awesome thing about it is none other than THE FOOD. All the pineapple tarts, love letters, chocolates, junkies are the bomb!!! Oh and the ang pows of course!

Haha CNY used to be really happening in the past.

Nehmind. So anyhow, yesterday was really enjoyable cause we went visiting! Can't believe we are all growing up so fast! And seeing our little cousins reminded us a lot about ourselves... Haha we are all grown ups now so say boo.

After visiting, the four of us headed to town for shopping! Had pasta for dinner, which is damn gross I don't like.

I'm a bit sad cause I don't have CNY clothes at all... so I think I shall go shopping after new year.

Anyway, Thank you anonymous. Feiyan Fyn.
LOVE YOU LA.

Thoughts...

Decided to remove this post for good.

Specially written for my lil sis, Jessica Chow

Happy 18th birthday!

So sorry we couldn't celebrate your special day with you but you know we love you so very much!!!

사랑해 (Okay I don't know what it means cause I kope this from Gayle's blog... haha)
Nehmind I will learn it soon so just bear with my loser-ness for now!

Omg I can't believe you're 18 already but anyhow, be more confident please! You're really super awesome! Your sis loves you for who you are so be happy and don't look down on yourself ever again alright? ^^

We shall go stalking with the rest soon ok! Omg I'm so sad I missed this whole stalking thingy, but I'm happy that you girls enjoyed yourself!

Seoul yummy soon with the other pigs soon ok?

Sarang Hae~

Tired...

Basically I'm sick and tired of everything.

2010 sucks.

Hair trouble.

I feel like dyeing my hair back to black ):

And somehow I'm tempted to cut bangs again...

The thing is black hair doesn't make me look Koreanish at all. So right now I'm confused. Should I or should not?