Finally I'm here..

Concert was a success.

Big thanks to Ryan, AnAn, Badd, Nicole Claire and all the other choreographers and dancers.

Also, thanks Jessica for always being there for me and putting up with my attitude. I love you!
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At times, it was really difficult, many tears and struggles. But yeah somehow I managed to survive. Really glad that TPDE made it and that concert is finally over.

I'm really affected about something. So affected that I can't get over it.

I really tried my best. I mean it. I never wanted something so much in my life. I have come so far to reach where I am now... The journey was full of ups and downs and now that I'm here, it didn't get any better.

I know I'm not good enough. I know that. But I really put in a lot of effort in hoping that I could give a good show. So why can't you just stop bringing me down?

It really hurts...

People like you will never understand...